My passion in life

I started on this journey a little over a year a go. Searching for healing. Trying to find “my passion in life”.

It has been a very difficult journey, much harder then I anticipated. I knew there would be change, something I am not always comfortable with, but it was more than a change in a schedule, it was a life change. In a day, I went from a fast paced, ever-changing environment, to just me and my little house.

I felt lost, and was quite frustrated that I felt this way! I expected more of myself. It was extremely disappointing when I didn’t meet my own expectations. I had freedom now.  I didn’t have to punch a time clock!  I could do whatever I wanted! The problem was, I didn’t know what I wanted.

The question that kept haunting me was this, “what is my passion in life“.  I would tell myself, (sometimes yell at myself) I don’t know what my passion is! Why don’t I know this? Doesn’t everyone know what their passion for life is?  What’s wrong with me?  

I resisted it at first.  I thought I knew what the answer might be, but it appeared to be a little too simplistic, maybe even a little too obvious.  I guess I thought that my passion in life would have to be something “out there”, should be something “grand”.

And then I realized, it is all of that and so much more.  It has the potential of touching many lives, and it is extremely rewarding and fun!

My passion in life…is my family.

I love them and I am committed to them. My goal is to love unconditionally, to support and help them in their life journey. I want to encourage them, and share life moments with them.  They are amazing individuals, each with their own unique impact on this world, and in my life.

My home, my heart, and my arms are always open.  They are my passion in life.